It felt like I was entering a new world where anything was possible but these days they all just feel fabricated and lonely.Ī part of me wishes I had more friends to play games with but another part of me just wishes I could fall back in love with single player games. When me and my partner were together, I would love blasting my way through campaigns. This leaves me wanting to play games but everytime i pick something up, I can only get about an hour through it before I feel like giving up. I seem to only enjoy playing with friends and to be honest, I only play with about 2/3 friends regularly. Since our split up, I can't seem to enjoy any single player games. It's hard not to feel isolated recently as my fiance and I split on Christmas Eve but without dwelling too much on that I've been lucky enough to have Blue beside me throughout this. My life in 2015 was a lot different than it is now, i had just met my (now ex) fiance and was pretty anxious about getting into the world of programming.įast forward to 2021 and a lot has changed but a lot of that change has happened in the last six/seven months. I live with an awesome whippet named Blue and I work as a Developer mainly working on applications and websites, a job I've been doing now since around 2015. I don't often post and when I do it's usually just to try and give support or minor advice about things I know.
I've been a member here for about 8 years now and been watching for about 9.